Oh Bother!

Today I let someone bother me. She annoyed and angered me. She was picking on someone else and I wanted to help that person. I know, I have a good heart and sometimes it makes it so I don’t mind my own business. I was repeating that actually. Trying to get her to realize that it was non of her business what this man was doing. But what I didn’t realize was the gift she was giving me. To see that no matter how much I think I have changed, the old stuff will still come out, if I let it. And I also know that Hp will help me when that happens because he sends his angels that see through the shit and call me on it. Because they are there too. People strong in the program that remind me that it’s not any of my business if someone is being mean, it’s between them. And the Alanon literature giving me the tools to not let myself get pulled in next time.