Fear

I’ve been thinking about fear lately. I think fear is guiding my life and has been since I was young. When anything you say may cause pain emotionally and physically you get used to living with fear. I went to the chiropractor yesterday and he said I had a very old injury that he’s going to work on getting rid of. This is how I feel about some of my issues. Very old emotional injuries. I have to keep working on to let go. Fear is an old emotional wound that bleeds on all aspects of my life. Work, relationships and trying new things. I understand why I have it. I don’t want to get physically or emotionally hurt. But if I let it guide my life I’m not really living to my fullest potential that Hp planned for me. And the interesting thing about fear is once I face it head on it goes away. It’s not easy taking chances. It take a lot of courage to get past the panic. But I have done it. And I know I can again. I have to trust hp that he will take care of me. That the wounds I may encounter will heal and make me a better person.