Reasoning Again

Reason, season, life time….. I think it’s time to write about this topic again. Some of my friends are disappearing as I grow and change.. I’m not sure it’s because I have changed and am slowly moving away from unhealthy people. Or if it’s that I am happier and many people feel the way I did. They are hating happy people because they are so sick and tired of the shit that their lives have become. Course it’s non of my business what they are thinking. And I shouldn’t let their cold indifferent behavior bug me, but I do for a second or two, write about here and give it to god. I know it is nothing I did. Just being me and focusing on being healthy. Why ,I wonder, does it bug people to see that. Why has their behavior changed toward me. Could be reason, season, life time? Maybe their job is done and we are moving on. Maybe I met them, we learned from each other, and now it’s time to go forward. I never know what my Higher Power has planned for me. Maybe better closer healthier friends are coming my way? I need to give unloving moody people to god and let them go Ego to me is edging God out and that is what I’m doing when I let people bother me.